Feeling lost in my soul,
Not knowing which way to go.
Where the time is ticking slow.
Who to turn to, I don’t know?
Swirls of emotions filling up.
Over filling my body, like a cup.
Wanting to be set free from the failure I feel.
Hoping and praying that the problems in my life, aren’t real.
Unfortunately, they are.
Is the solutions end, so far?
How much emotions and love are surrounded by me?
Not too many as far as I can see.
I feel sad, for most of the day.
A fake smile, doesn’t always pay.
Putting aside how I truly feel.
Makes me feel fake, not real.
I do it to feel human.
I do it to feel sane.
I do it, so my life isn’t filled with the ache of infinite pain.